It’s my sincere “Thank You” to my coursemates who be my listeners recently. Been really really tension bout the “intense” situation going on between me and my friends. Honestly, I treat everyone as my friends I love my friends but sometimes I’m too tired to keep absorbing those negative stuffs. Too many negative stuffs till I feel like as if I’m going to burst!! Honestly, I don’t really like those negative shits (sorry to say my friends).. I’m Sagittarius, I don’t like “counting” “complaining” whatever >.< and if you think I did it too then I’m sorry I was a freaky jerk who did the things I hate I’m sorry! …. but please, give me a break. Let’s try to spread love more than hatred. Seriously, I can’t take it no more.. I love you but please, let’s start seeing the good side instead of the bad side. And for my listeners, thank you, seriously you don’t know how much it meant for me to have you listen to me when I’m going to burst. Thank YOU. and I’ll do the same whenever you need listener too. You have my WORDS. =’)
Juz heard a shock news. I’m stunt. Never wonder this could be such overwhelming though I sort of see it coming. ha… funny right? I’m out of words completely. My tears welling up in my blank stare, and then many memory scenes flashed across my brain. God, why put me thru this? I don’t know what should I feel or how should I feel… The story of us is quite long and …….. funny, like God joking with me. And now, it comes to an end - no more 2nd or 3rd or 4th chance. It’s the end. lol funny right….
Need a listener right now at this moment but……. you know, can never find a right one. What can I say? I’m still………………….
still out of words.
I don’t know what made you down, I juz know that I wanna be the one who makes you smile. why? Because I CARE.
In this moment, many things go thru my mind. Rather than saying many things, maybe I should say, many doubts…. Of course I hope there’s someone for me to blah whatever blah I wanna blah about… But seriously, there ain’t anybody is the right choice or for me to choose. to look for, to find… I have to hold it all inside of me, swallowing everything and hoping things will get better…
But the question is, is it getting better? Or to be even more accurate, will it gets better? I want no problem no trouble no bummer, I juz wanna chill and laugh my way through.
Yet, I know I’m getting into deep shit. How I’m gonna save myself? How?
Keeping secrets to oneself is juz like being tortured by a killing machine.
…If only I could juz wrap this up and bury it…
And yet, I’m still concerning…… who is she?
This is indeed a really beautiful song. I’m in love.
怎么办？越踩越深了。。 爱在心口难开？不，爱在心口不开，不能开！ 无论多么深，我都要抽身，不能深陷下去，不可以~ You know what it gonna brings - broken heart! So please stop..
Juz stop this feeling… Hide the feeling and kill the feeling. But this crush juz ain’t gonna go away. I’m in hell… Can anybody tells me what to do? I feel so terrible right now.. My heart my mind juz can’t settle down as if my heart beating for you and my mind can’t think without you. WTH… What’s the thing that made me fall for you so hard? damn… Get out from my mind please… If you don’t wanna own my heart, then why you stole it? >.<
